Friday, July 20, 2012 @ 11:49 PM
My muscles ached like crazy after I came back from ballet class. Couldn't go en pointe properly because my legs were sore from running yesterday. This proves that I seriously lack of exercise. -_- But the great news is I ran for 30 minutes just now. Yep, at 10pm. It felt so good to run in the dark with the occasional glaring light in the eyes because of passing vehicles. I wanted to walk Snoopy as promised but my mum offered to do it since she wants me to slim down, too. Why walk when I can run? LMAO. While I ran, Snoopy kept chasing me, haha. So adorable but I kinda pitied my mum 'cause she was pulled by him! :O
I still can't resist the temptation of food, though. :( Broke a few rules today : I ate lunch when I decided not to (but just a little); snacked on three Oreo cookies in tuition (Zhe Ying specially brought it for me and forced me to eat them so I had no choice :L) and had a McD Foldover for dinner (smart move lah, Ru Min, smart move ==). Ohwellz, bad habits die hard. Shall work harder to achieve my goal.
I think my dad was relieved(?) that I finally got to my senses to slim down. He cycled behind me while I ran because in a way, he was sorta "chasing" me so I felt the need to move faster. It really works - I ran all the way back home from the park non-stop for the first time. :D My dad was so excited about me running he started talking about buying me new running shoes and suggesting that I should join marathons in the future. Uh, dad? I'll just be one fat ball in the midst of the other hardcore runners, rolling slowly along the road for milleniums before I reached the finishing line. ._. So, the answer is no. Just no.
Anyway, I'll be waking up at 6.30am tomorrow to go cycling with him. :) We'll be cycling out of our comfort zone to a land really far away for hours and my mum has no clue about our little plan (that's a good thing because she'd be squawking like crazy if she knew). I'm so excited because it sounds like an adventure and I love adventures! :D Also partly because my life lacks excitement. Gee, I sound so sad. Fine, I am. :(
I really hope I get thin fast. Kinda emo about my weight lately and I feel stupid for being emo over small matters and because I feel stupid for emoing over small matters, I feel emo for being stupid. Wait, whut? OHH-KAYYY. I think I'd better go do my sit-ups and push-ups then get some sleep; I'm beat.
Ahhh, finally doing something beneficial other than mopping around the house like a backboneless person. So satisfying. :')
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Whisk me away
Thursday, July 19, 2012 @ 10:27 PM
On second thought, I shall just go to the gym next time. Who needs those beautiful views when you can slim down in a fully air-cond room? Teehee.
I realised exercising is actually REALLY good for us. After all those years of writing essays on how exericising benefits us, I can finally admit that it's true, surprisingly. I took a nice hot bath after running then I had dinner while using the iPad (sigh, some bad habits die hard). I realised all this happened in just two hours and I'm still filled with energy; normally, I'd be either stuffing myself with food or lazing around doing nothing productive.
After dinner, I was damn alert so I started studying for my Chemistry quiz tomorrow. On normal days, I'd just doze off and die on my bed with my fats, LOL. To hell with the quiz, I'd rather sleep! :P I am shocked of my diligent behaviour today and am very proud of myself. What an accomplishment! :D Also, I'm quite glad to hear my brother finally strumming some chords on the guitar. He just started learning; he doesn't really like to play instruments (he abandoned his piano mission at the age of seven, LOL). I hope he gets better in the future then we can play together. :)
After revising for my quiz tomorrow, I felt sleep so I did my sit-ups and push-ups. It went well; I could almost feel abs forming, HAHAHAHA. Okay, dream on. Sigh, I love this productive day of mine. :') I wanna do it again tomorrow but I have tuition and ballet lessons. NVM, I shall skip breakfast and lunch then walk Snoopy after my ballet class and do my sit-ups and push-ups before I sleep.
Okay, plan onz. So excited; I wanna see how long I can maintain this awesome routine. :D
WHOA, OMG. :O
That girl is fanfreakingtastically amazing. This shows that anything is possible in life. I'm super pumped and motivated to slim down now. Oh, how much I love people who inspire others! (Y)
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Wednesday, July 18, 2012 @ 8:45 PM
So many people have been pestering me to blog but nowadays, I don't really have much free will to express however I want due to SOME reasons so I don't even feel like blogging altogether. Some self-centered people just want to watch the world burn. -_- Another reason is because I've been so busy with homework and quizzes lately. Too many quizzes for coursework! :( Barely have enough time to study for all of them. Another Add Maths quiz tomorrow and here I am, not giving a damn. Feels good to be a badass once in a while. 8)
It is also hugely my beloved brother's fault. He has been (once again) hogging the computer and as I don't blog from the iPad, thus, semi-dead blog. Mind you, I have loads of inspiration and absolutely no writer's block or whatsoever. So many things to blog about as I've experienced umpteen many exciting events lately (my ex school's Talentine, NASA Space Settlement Competition, Subang Rally, my class' fundraising event today, etc.) but I'm just plain lazy. Ru Min? Lazy? *gasps* Okay, I'm always lazy. There's no need for such a big response.
Also, I feel guilty everyday for not touching my textbooks. I've grown to be so freaking lazy, I can just sleep all day long even though it's a school day. I mean, whenever I feel like studying, the stupid iPad will be lying around somewhere and then all thoughts of revising will be gone. I swear, it's sucking my soul and killing my brains. I've went through so many sleepless nights because of the iPad. Sigh, I shouldn't give in to temptation so easily. -_-
One totally irrelevant but perfectly good excuse for me being not motivated to blog is because I AM SO FAT ALREADY. I know, I know. You'd probably think, What the heck is your weight got to do with you not blogging? Excuses lah. Don't want to blog then say lah. Haha, chillax, bro. Hear me out. It's weird but when I feel fat, I feel so demotivated. My mood will be freaking ruined for the whole day so there's no drive to blog anymore. Eventhough it might be a fantastic day for me but whenever I think about my weight, I feel... sad. Whoa, sharing my insecurities with the entire universe. I'm so brave. ._.
Wait. Suddenly, I feel like there's a need to blog about my weight. Gonna abandon my mission of explaining why I'm not blogging frequently nowadays. :P Okay, I've been dieting like siaocrazy since last year and yes, it did work but just for a while (because whenever I drop 1kg, I stuff myself 2kg to celebrate my weight loss #dumb) so I'm back to square one. My mum said I should eat three regular meals and stop binching when I feel hungry (or when my mouth starts itching for food -_-) and for once, I listened to her. I eat three regular meals (but not large proportions) and do fifty sit-ups and twenty push-ups everyday because I read somewhere in the Net that that will help to strengthen stomach and arms muscles. (Y) I don't run daily (I should) but I don't think I have enough time. Might start that routine but they said it takes quite a while to burn calories.
I've already cut down on junk food and carbonated drinks (my mum doesn't even buy them anymore) but sometimes, I snack to keep me awake on those rare days when I feel like studying. I used to diet a lot last time but it's unhealthy so I wanna do it the right way. MANA TAU, MALANG TIDAK BERBAU. After trying so hard, I feel like a fool. I have gained TWO FREAKING KILOS just because I was practising a healthy diet. Do you even know how disappointing is that? Probably not; you're so slim and good-looking, some of your clothes look loose on you.
Maybe I should've stuck to starving myself; it'd have shown better results. On some days, I wonder why I bother so much about my weight. I didn't really care much about it last time and I was happy to eat whatever I like. I realised I've been so affected with these petty worldly matters but I can't get them out of my head. It irritates me to think that I've tried so hard to slim down and yet I'm heavier by 2kg now - it's freaking hard for me to lose 2kg, okay. -_- Sigh, it might be God's way of telling me to stop trying and just be satisfied with life.
I guess I'd start my original dieting plan tomorrow again. Healthy lifestyles just don't do for me, sadly. Gonna start running tomorrow if possible. Okay, gotta finish up my English essay then sleep with my fats. ;_; Goodnight, guys. On a side note, I'm really glad that some of you still view my blog although it's kinda dead. Thanks a lot. I'd give you a potato but I love potatoes and I'm a selfish person, so NO. :P
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5:37 AM
OMG, I find this so hilariously good. Someone should get this idea drummed into the heads of the people who design movie theatres!
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