Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 5:56 PM
Anyway, he put down the food and went into the kitchen. We just sat there like vegetables, not willing to help him. Advertisement came and my brother got up to help him. They brought out plates, forks and spoons. My sister was sleeping by then, but she got up and went to her room, ignoring the food and continued having fun in Dream Land. My dad and my brother were busy sharing the rice cakes so I just grabbed the dumplings. There were only two, and I ate them all, hahahaha!
Well, after sharing the rice cakes, they joined me at the sofa. We were watching in silence, waiting for the show to start, when my dad suddenly spoke, "Y'all didn't suffer before..." My brother and I exchanged glances and kept quiet. "When we were young, we never had food to eat or any entertainments..." he continued. "There's a secret I've never told y'all before. It's a dark secret, it will scare y'all out of your skin and change your entire life..."
When he mentioned that, a shiver went up my spine. I remained calm outside, but inside, I was thinking, W-what dark secret? My brother started asking questions, "What? Tell me! Tell me! Is it something to do with our late grandfather?" My dad shook his head. "Nah." My brother asked many lame questions non-stop, and finally I asked, "Is one of us not your biological child?" He remained silent. We looked at him, ignoring what Ying Jun is doing with Wen Ya in the screen, and he said, "You guys are creepy." And he walked away.
I was thinking the whole night, What did he meant? Was it me who wasn't his flesh and blood? Am I? I neither have the same features as my dad nor my mum, I was the middle kid, or was it my brother? He's the only boy, and maybe my parents really wanted a boy so they adopted him. Argh! This is killing me!
I fell asleep and the next thing I know, I heard a faint guitar sound playing beside me. I struggled to open one bloodshot eye and saw my dad beside me. As I have two beds, and I don't know why, he slept on the other bed with all my storybooks piling beneath him. The song kept playing and playing, no, I wasn't dreaming, and I saw his cell on my bedside table. I'm not sure why I was so irritated, I shouted at him, and I clicked off the phone.
I sensed my dad was, like err...kinda sad---don't ask me why---and he got up and left. I felt bad anyway, because maybe I wasn't his biological daughter and I shouldn't treat him like this, but appreciate him because there's someone who's willing to adopt me. Ugh, what am I thinking about! I hope he'll tell me what's going on in the future because I'm dying to know...
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Whisk me away
Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 6:21 PM
어제는 우리의 달필 쓰기 경쟁이었다. 나는 Co Ra, Che Rui, Ccy로 가고 Kah Shin 기어오른다. 많은 성과가 있고 누구는 연설했다. 어쨌든, 시작된 경쟁 및 나는 나의 달필 쓰기에 있는 가득 차있는 관심을 지불했다. 실행 아니라 나에 보유는 낱말을 맞은 얻을 수 없다. 그 때 나는 Ccy를 넘어서 본다. 그녀는 낱말 완전하게 똑발라고 아름다웠다. 선망에 녹색, 나는 그녀의 일을 경탄하기 위하여 넘어서 걸었다. 모두에는 위에 쓸 것이다 빨간 종이의 2개 조각이 있다. 나는 나의 친구가 불법 인 저를 위해 1개를 좀더 가지고 갔기 때문에 3가 있었다. 어쨌든, Ccy는 첫번째 빨간 종이에 쓰고 중대했다. 그러나 그녀는 만족하지 않았다. 그녀는 두번째 빨간 종이에 썼다. 나의 머리 안쪽에 밝아진 나의 마음 및 무언가가 나쁜 생각에 의하여 교차했다. 나는 그녀가 첫번째 빨간 종이를 원한ㄴ다는 것을 있건 없건 간에 Ccy를 물었다. 그녀는 원하지 않는다 그래서 나는 나가 재판관까지 통과한ㄴ다는 것을 그것을 다는 것을 그녀를 요구했다. 그녀는 좋아 말했다. 그녀는 좋아 말한 사람이었다. 잘, Co Ra는 오고 나가 그것을 위로 통과하는지 나는 그녀에게 질문했다, 그러나 나가 일 것이지 않는다는 것을 아무 그녀는 말했다. 그러나 Che Rui는 저를 위한 Ccy와 그것을 위로 통과하는 것을 동의했다. 대다수는, 맞은 이기는가? 이렇게 나는 그것을 했다. 그리고 나는 그것을 후회했다. 나는 죽은 누구 같이 신음 중지할 수 없다. Ccy는 차갑게 남아 있고 아무것도 같이 평온했던 일어났다. 나는 점점 염려했다. 나는 나가 한 경우에, Ccy와 나가 자격을 빼앗을지 때문에 나가 너무 한 무슨을 승인할 수 없다.이렇게 결과를 위한 시간이었다. 많은 트로피가 있었다 그러나 Ccy는 증명서를 얻었다. 그녀의 쓰기는 충분히 좋았다 그러나 더 좋았다 있었다. 그들은 Ccy를 불러내고 그녀에 의하여 가치가 있던 무엇이 그녀는 포획까지 갔다. 그녀는 내리고 우리는 전부 그녀를 경하하는 시작했다. 그러나 급격하게, 사회자는 나의 이름을 언급했다! 나 Oh 아이쿠, 얻는다 나는 나에 의하여 가치가 있지 않는 무슨이! 나는 위로 가고 저 증명서를 가지고 가야 했다. 나는 나가 집으로 가고 그것을 점화할 것이라고 약속했다.나는 단계의 아래 그리고 나의 좌석 등을 맞댄 갔다. Ccy는 조용하게 남아 있었다. 명백하게, 그녀는 이렇게 좋게 보지 않았다. 나는 그녀가 느낀 무슨에 느낄 수 있다. 그녀는 그녀가 무엇이든을지 하기 없이 원하는 무슨 그것을 주어지 얻을 수 없는 누구 느꼈다. 나중에, 그녀는 무슨 일이 일어나는가가에 관하여 Kah Shin 기어오른다 말했다. 나는 그녀가 모두를 말할 것이라는 점을 확실하다. 나는 그녀가 아주 이었다 그녀가 Kah Shin 기어오른ㄴ다는 것을, 아주 두집힌 말했다는 것을 들었다. 나는 지 왜 그녀가 두집히는지그녀에게 질문했다, 그녀는 저에게 저 지독한 빨간 종이를 위로 통과하지 않는 것을 말했다?!! 나는 알고 있다, 그것은 눈 속임하고 있다, 나는 도덕적으로 틀리다, 그러나 그녀가 저를 그것을 하는 원하지 않은 경우에, 나는 이제까지 그것을 하지 않을 것이다!!! 지금 나는 그것을, 그녀두집혔다 했다. 나는 지금 혼동된다. 나의 두뇌는 제멋대로 굴었다. 나는 무엇을 하기 위하여 모른다. 나는 광산이 아니었기 때문에 그녀에게 나의 증명서를 주고 싶다, 그러나 나의 이름이 그것에 있었기 때문에 그녀는 그것을 원하지 않았다. 나는 나가 저것을 하는지 나가 집으로 가고 그것을 즉시 위로 점화할 것이라는 점을, 그러나 그녀가, 그녀 더군다나 뒤집어 놓일 것이라는 점을 말했다는 것을 그녀에게 말했다. Ugh, 나는 그것을 했음에 틀림없지 않는다. 나는 무엇을 하고 가정하기 위하여 인가? Ccy가 종류에서 아주 두집혔다는 것을Qian Hui는 저에게 말했다. 그녀는 그녀의 불행이 그녀의 얼굴 전면 낙서되었다고 말했다.
Ccy thinks I'm a bitch.
Co Ra thinks I'm a bitch.
Qian Hui thinks I'm a bitch.
My beloved sister thinks I'm a bitch.
Even I thought I was an itchy-bitchy-bitch.
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 5:49 PM
Depends. But I rather consider myself as cool.
2) Upload your favourite picture of you!
3) Why do you like that picture?
'Cause I'm too hot to be displayed. *laughs like hell*
'Cause I'm too hot to be displayed. *laughs like hell*
4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
When my mum was sick of my maid's cooking. Everyone was.
5) The last song you listened to?
Love In This Club in Hitz.fm last night.
Love In This Club in Hitz.fm last night.
6) What are you doing right now besides this?
Typing this while chatting with Amy. Then Shwu Mei.
Typing this while chatting with Amy. Then Shwu Mei.
7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
1. Hui Ying
2. Yin Whei
3. Chai Hui
3. Chai Hui
4. Ccy
5. Avril
5. Avril
8) Who is number 1?
My primary school best friend. And still is.
My primary school best friend. And still is.
9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
Err...Shu Xin...? xD
Err...Shu Xin...? xD
10) Say something about number 5?
Damn much stuff to say about her. But long story short, she's a bimbo.
Damn much stuff to say about her. But long story short, she's a bimbo.
11) How about number 4?
Pandai melukis but always 串 me. =3=
Pandai melukis but always 串 me. =3=
12) Who is number 2?
Yin Whei lah.
13) Say something to the person who tagged you.
Lazy fella. Always don't wanna do homework and come tuition. ==
Lazy fella. Always don't wanna do homework and come tuition. ==
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 7:01 PM
Constance
2. Relationship between you and him/her?
Maple friends and God's children!
3. Impressions of him/her?
Enthusiastic, fun and great to be with!
4. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Hmm...I'm not sure. Maybe I'll just ignore her. But we're God's children, so nahh.
5. What will you say to the person that you like very much?
Umm...I'm glad I met you?
6. A characteristic I like about myself?
I laugh like crazy and I cheer people up because they laugh at me, not with me. =3=
7. A characteristic you hate about yourself?
Lazy and stupid...?
8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
Fish off, bitch. (God, please forgive me.)
9. What do people feel about you?
Blurdy maybe?
10. Your crush?
His problem lah.
11. Most idea person you wanna be?
Me. And me alone.
Pass this to 10 people.
1. Chai Hui
2. Jil Ee
3. Yin Whei
4. Kimberly
5. Su Li
6. Ccy
7. Hui Ying
8. Avril
9. Eval
10. Sushi
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Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 4:34 AM
Ya think ya:
- High class
- Smart
- Fluent in English
- Cool
- Slick
- Cheap
- Lame
- Anti-social
- Arrogant
- Snobbish
The worse part is:
I don't know why I'm attracted to his interesting attitude. Kill me, somebody.
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Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 6:34 PM
You are not the one I'm looking for,
You are not the one I seek.
You are always talking to me,
But always looking meek.
He's the one I'm interested,
But he has such egoness.
If only I could talk to him,
Then it'll be more or less.
You are the only road to him,
So I'll do it secretly.
I am not using you,
And I'm saying this seriously.
If only he'll talk to me,
It'll be easier for us then.
But because he isn't doing that,
So I'll continue until when?
He's cute,
And you're hot.
But sorry,
you're not.
I admit you're sweet,
But you're not the one.
If I told you this,
Then I'm afraid we're done.
I guess we've just met,
But doesn't mean I don't know you.
I know we don't have any chemistry,
But I still can be friends with you.
We don't have a relationship,
And I wish we won't ever have.
This sounds harsh, I know,
But this is the path I have to go.
Once again I apologize,
For this is what I have to say.
I know you'll find your special someone,
Somewhere, somehow, some day...
You are not the one I seek.
You are always talking to me,
But always looking meek.
He's the one I'm interested,
But he has such egoness.
If only I could talk to him,
Then it'll be more or less.
You are the only road to him,
So I'll do it secretly.
I am not using you,
And I'm saying this seriously.
If only he'll talk to me,
It'll be easier for us then.
But because he isn't doing that,
So I'll continue until when?
He's cute,
And you're hot.
But sorry,
you're not.
I admit you're sweet,
But you're not the one.
If I told you this,
Then I'm afraid we're done.
I guess we've just met,
But doesn't mean I don't know you.
I know we don't have any chemistry,
But I still can be friends with you.
We don't have a relationship,
And I wish we won't ever have.
This sounds harsh, I know,
But this is the path I have to go.
Once again I apologize,
For this is what I have to say.
I know you'll find your special someone,
Somewhere, somehow, some day...
Hearts,
Ru Min
Ru Min
Not you, but him.
By Ru Min
By Ru Min
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