Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Friday, July 20, 2012 @ 11:49 PM
Stinging, but it's all worth it. (Y)


My muscles ached like crazy after I came back from ballet class. Couldn't go en pointe properly because my legs were sore from running yesterday. This proves that I seriously lack of exercise. -_- But the great news is I ran for 30 minutes just now. Yep, at 10pm. It felt so good to run in the dark with the occasional glaring light in the eyes because of passing vehicles. I wanted to walk Snoopy as promised but my mum offered to do it since she wants me to slim down, too. Why walk when I can run? LMAO. While I ran, Snoopy kept chasing me, haha. So adorable but I kinda pitied my mum 'cause she was pulled by him! :O

I still can't resist the temptation of food, though. :( Broke a few rules today : I ate lunch when I decided not to (but just a little); snacked on three Oreo cookies in tuition (Zhe Ying specially brought it for me and forced me to eat them so I had no choice :L) and had a McD Foldover for dinner (smart move lah, Ru Min, smart move ==). Ohwellz, bad habits die hard. Shall work harder to achieve my goal.

I think my dad was relieved(?) that I finally got to my senses to slim down. He cycled behind me while I ran because in a way, he was sorta "chasing" me so I felt the need to move faster. It really works - I ran all the way back home from the park non-stop for the first time. :D My dad was so excited about me running he started talking about buying me new running shoes and suggesting that I should join marathons in the future. Uh, dad? I'll just be one fat ball in the midst of the other hardcore runners, rolling slowly along the road for milleniums before I reached the finishing line. ._. So, the answer is no. Just no.

Anyway, I'll be waking up at 6.30am tomorrow to go cycling with him. :) We'll be cycling out of our comfort zone to a land really far away for hours and my mum has no clue about our little plan (that's a good thing because she'd be squawking like crazy if she knew). I'm so excited because it sounds like an adventure and I love adventures! :D Also partly because my life lacks excitement. Gee, I sound so sad. Fine, I am. :(

I really hope I get thin fast. Kinda emo about my weight lately and I feel stupid for being emo over small matters and because I feel stupid for emoing over small matters, I feel emo for being stupid. Wait, whut? OHH-KAYYY. I think I'd better go do my sit-ups and push-ups then get some sleep; I'm beat.

Ahhh, finally doing something beneficial other than mopping around the house like a backboneless person. So satisfying. :')
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