Sunday, June 17, 2012 @ 10:56 PM
Every betrayal begins with trust.
Suddenly, I feel like hugging my sister. I can imagine my arms going all the way round her body because she is so skinny and then squeeze her till she screams for me to stop, LOL. We had a super long chat yesterday through Viber and I told her everything. I thought my intuition was strong - I'm intuitive as in I can easily know whether the person is lying or not by just looking at their microexpressions or how others feel about me no matter how well they hide their emotions or what they're going to say before they actually say it. Basically, my sixth sense is very strong and my gut feeling is right most of the time. In short, you can say I'm a very - I mean, VERY - sensitive person. Good or bad, it depends.
However, I just realised my sister's intuition is stronger.
She not only can guess what people are going to say even before they open their mouths but she KNOWS something's gonna happen before it actually does. Something like a vision or a premonition. I remembered once she said she felt something really bad was gonna happen and the next minute, BAM. A car crash right before our very eyes. I even saw the glass pieces flying everywhere, scattering the road. And this type of events happened quite a number of times, more often than not, so I don't think it's a coincidence. It's like she can predict someone's gonna call us before the phone even starts ringing, something like that.
I ranted to her yesterday about what had happened to me and she said, "I told you not to trust her, remember?" And I actually did remember, vaguely. We were lying on my bed, about to sleep, when I told her I've met the sweetest and most wonderful person ever. She just told me this, "There is no such perfect person in the world. You'd better be careful and not to trust her fully, alright?" I just ignored her because I was overjoyed. I think I got slightly mad because how dare she insult my friend and say she's not trustworthy? She didn't even know her. Little did I know how right my sister was. I should've trusted her words. Now, I've gotten badly hurt because I didn't listen.
Too bad, Ru Min. You always think you know everything. Serves you right.
I found out the true colours of my "friend" last year but I didn't want to expose her. Everyone deserves a second chance to make things right so I kept quiet about it. Until last Monday, something happened. It's the final straw. Enough is enough. I just couldn't take it anymore and the things bottled up inside me just exploded. I remembered calling all my old mates just to vent my anger and express my utmost grief of losing a friend whom I THOUGHT was my friend. It's good to know I have other friends whom I can still trust (I hope).
I'm actually very upset that I've lost a friend I've held dear to me. But to finally see her real self was even more disheartening because I actually thought she was my friend. It turned out our friendship was nothing more than just another one of her lies.
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