Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 4:40 AM
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My heart sank when I read her replies. Ccy's a very strong person who's rooted firmly into her ground, but for her to admit that she's sad? Unthinkable! Out of this world! So if she's sad, she's REALLY sad. According to her, I'm the sixth person who asked her why she'd changed her blog status to private and she said because she'd felt that she'd hurt many people and was sick of it. THE CCY I KNOW DOESN'T CARE WHO SHE HURTS. But it seems that I'm wrong; she does. She knows who she hurts and is willing to REPENT.


I've known Ccy for quite some time but that's not even enough to judge her, so what right do you-know-I-mean-you have to judge her since you've only known her for not even a year? She has a very weird personality and I admit that I'd disliked her at first because of her strange attitude, but that's just because I'd judged a book by its cover and that's wrong. This particular book has a very thick cover and before you even tried to flip it open, you've packed it aside and said, "This book sucks big time." If you'd even bothered to get to know her more, she's like a very awesome story behind that thick cover of hers and would be a best-seller that had been printed millions of copies and sold throughout the universe. Aliens would be reading them by now! It doesn't matter if you don't wanna be her friend (like she wants to be yours since she has already more than enough), but please lah! After many years of studying, haven't you learnt anything?!! Does FORGIVE and FORGET even ring a bell to you?

To those you-know-I-mean-yous out there, she's not going for your forgiveness (I can't be bothered either if it were me), but don't you think that you should learn to FORGIVE? Don't you feel ASHAMED of yourselves since you are OLDER than us and that makes you our SENIORS? Aren't SENIORS suppose to be a GOOD EXAMPLE to us JUNIORS? If you can't even FORGIVE your JUNIORS and be a good Samaritan for once, you've just FAILED life's first test and you're not worth looking up to.

Perhaps you don't like the way she expresses her feelings but who are you to judge? She has the freedom of speech as much as you have! Don't tell me you've never complained about so-and-so who is so sickening or Madam ABC who'd embarrassed you in front of the whole class. If you've claimed that you've NEVER grumbled or bitched about ANYONE, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, then you're obviously lying. Do you even get me?

CCY WAS AT THE EDGE OF CLOSING DOWN HER BLOG BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO EXPRESS HER FEELINGS ANYMORE IF THEY HURT YOU. SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FORGIVENESS, BUT SHE MINDS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR STUPID FRAGILE HEART. SEE? YOU MADE ME BLOW UP AND STARTED TYPING IN CAPS! Gosh, I'm so mad! If your parents didn't mold you well enough, lemme finish the job by teaching you the first lesson you ought to know in life.



FORGIVE & FORGET.



Or else, screw you. Don't restrict people from expressing their feelings because they pissed you off. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? BARACK OBAMA?!! EVEN HE IS NOT THAT DEMANDING! Lemme remind you this important little something since you forgot to use your brain AGAIN : she doesn't live to please you. For Pete's sake, can't you solve this matter with other alternatives and make PEACE since you guys are our SENIORS and are so VERY SMART?!! *rolls eyes*

After you-know-I-mean-you read this, you won't really like me anymore (nobody likes me when I'm angry) but I don't care. Those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter (thanks, Audrey, for that beautiful quote). I would be so glad to kick you out of my life. Stop being childish (I'm VERY childish and for me to say YOU are immature, well, that's just bad - REAL bad) and learn how to REPENT and ADMIT your wrongdoings if you all are really SMART SENIORS. *shakes head* To think a NOT SO CLEVER JUNIOR has to teach her so-called SMARTYPANTS SENIORS how to do one of the simplest thing in life - FORGIVE and FORGET. How very shameful, don't you think so?


Sad case.
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