Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:43 PM
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Arthur told me he posted all the META Camp pictures and videos on .

That, is very unfair.

He's practically forcing me to join when I'm an Anti-er! I'm considering of joining now after he did that. I'm so tempted to join since I'm dying to see those pictures! Plus Su Li is rubbing salt to my wound, saying, "The pictures are out in , too bad you can't view them. HAHAHAHA." Or something like that.

Gyahhh!

I'm so tempted to join . So very tempted. But I don't wanna switch from a 100% Anti-er to a 100% freak. No, I shall stand my ground and try my best to not see those pictures.

Argh.

What a big decision. God, help me! I don't wanna give in to the devil's website!!!
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 1:28 AM
This was the testimony I wanted to share but was too afraid to go upfront.

I was touched by God in META Camp. When Pastor Rudy was praying for me, I had an encounter with God and felt his presence. It felt something like water is gushing around inside you but at the same time there's wind moving around in your body. That's the Holy Spirit, Amen?


So, I was appointed the assistant group leader of my group and sad to say I'd done a very bad job. Hahahaha, sorry people! We had to think up a name for our group according to the colour we received and we got pink. Guess what? Our group name is Pink Panther. Hahahaha, I know it's lame but NEVERMIND. I like it. >=]


Oh, we sure did.

Anyway, most of the campers are La Salle-ians (it was their CF camp!) and the rest are a mixture of students from different schools like ACS, MGS, Convent, Sri Acmar, Sri Andalas, Batu Unjur, Chung Hwa, STAR and of course, the wonderful, fantastic and awesomest school of all - KWANG HUA! HAHAHAHAHAHA.


I loved the P&W team! They sang the songs of heaven and played God's melody incredibly. They were the one who empowered the camp with the wonderful P&W and I really thank God that He had blessed them the gift to lead us in P&W to praise Him. I remember the first night when I was standing still and praising God while the people around me were jumping like mad when suddenly Bryan Ong aka the P&W leader kept prompting, "Ong Ru Min, JUMP lah!" I was so shocked but I didn't start jumping immediately. I didn't jump at all throughout the whole camp. LOL. Sorry! I'm just not used to it.

I met so many people there and made so many friends. They are really one bunch of awesome people! Su Li, Yin Whei and Qiu Wei came, too! I'm very glad Yin Whei accepted God into her life. I am seriously very ecstatic that many got saved by God as they'd felt God's presence and were touched by Him. Somebody say Amen? =)

Oh, and Pastor Rudy! He'd shared with us about God and the miracles He'd done and prayed for thousands of youth. He's a humorous person who told us about his experiences about saving people who were demon-possessed and raising the dead. He also shared about repentance and be sorry for what you've done. We should also have faith in God and roar back twice as loud when the devil roars at us just like when David had challenged Goliath to a fight. Gosh, he is such a cool pastor! Fantastic!

Lastly, I'd like to thank God for the group members he'd gave me. All of them were very sporting and cooperative. And thank God I had such a great leader, Daniel Padman (which everyone calls him Pacman xD), who's a funny and responsible person. He'd lead all the devotions without any complaints although we were supposed to take turns. I feel so irresponsible. -_-'''

Anyway, I just wanna give thanks to God that He had changed me into someone totally different as of before the camp. Of course, they're just minute changes but I'm not the same person that you grew to know and love (so perasan). Praise the Lord! And to those (like Jil Ee and Wei Ling) who didn't go, tsktsktsktsktsk. You have every right to regret not going to META Camp. *evil laughs*

*Pictures are with Yin Whei and Su Li.
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 6:36 AM
I JINXED IT! I JINXED IT!! I JINXED IT!!!



DAMN, GOSH!!!!!!!



The Civic paper was unexpectedly super-duper freaking HARD today. I don't even think I can get a B for it! CRAP. To think I was so confident in getting all A's! SCREWED!!! And remember I said there were five questions for the Moral paper? A question is two marks each. What happened was I got a question wrong. Lemme show you the whole equation.

2/10 x 100% = 20%
100% - 20% = 80%

THAT MEANS I GOT A FREAKING 80% FOR WRONGING ONE STUPID QUESTION.

Wait, there's more.

I got the first question wrong for Arts, smart. -_-''' And this is the first - no, SECOND - time (the first was the cats on hot bricks question ==) I'm pissed with English. I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WILL BE SUBJECTIVE QUESTIONS! GOD, SCREW THAT PAPER!!! And being a smart-aleck, I did not read through the novel Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde so the last part was practically a goner.

Geography was alright - I'd used my HAIR to measure the length of the crooked roads and curvy rivers! SAY NO TO STRINGS AND THREADS, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Some good news : I got 28/30 for Malay! UNBELIEVABLE! =D

And yea, I almost forgot. 3A will be having classes in the A/V Room until Friday. From what I'd heard, they're starting to get used to the air-cons and don't plan on going back to their own class. They have to come back! I miss them! I wanted to run next door to ask Ccy something, but to my astonishment, there were 3J students mingling around inside. =='''



PLEASE COME BACK LAH, I BEG YOU ALL!



I wanted to sneak a peak at you.
But you weren't there.
Come back; you just have to.
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 5:14 AM
Studying the Torah Pictures, Images and Photos
You don't have to study hard; you just have to study smart. >:)

I have something to tell the world.




I. Am. In. Love. With. Exams.



SERIOUSLY.

My monthly tests were so freaking easy!!! AND I'M NOT BRAGGING, OKAY. Malay, easy-peasy! Science, umm, let's not go there. History, ABC! Mandarin, err, let's not go there either. Living skills, THE BOMB! 8D Moral, weird - there were only five questions - BUT STILL GREAT! Mathematics, 100%!!! HAHAHAHAHA. Also, I'm going to admit something to the world.



I. Love. Living. Skills.



WE HAD TO STUDY TWO FREAKING CHAPTERS AND I WAS LIKE, "Oh, my God. Getting 36% again, guaranteed." BUT WHEN I FLIPPED OPEN THE FIRST PAGE ABSENT-MINDEDLY (what was I thinking?! TRYING TO READ LIVING SKILLS?!!) AND STARTED READING AT APPROXIMATELY 1A.M., EVERYTHING JUST ENTERED MY HEAD. I WAS GOING TO PRAY FOR WISDOM BUT EVEN BEFORE I PRAYED, GOD HAD ANSWERED THE PRAYER I HAVEN'T PRAYED. GOD IS OBVIOUSLY A PSYCHIC!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! I WAS PRACTICALLY GRINNING STUPIDLY (ironic, eh? I felt SMART. 8D) TILL MY MOUTH HURTS DURING THE EXAM AND I'LL NOT BE SURPRISED IF THE PERSON BESIDE ME SAID I WAS A FREAK WHO SMILES CRAZILY AT A TEST PAPER.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



SEE WHO GETS THE LAST LAUGH!



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.




ME!



Okay, enough of SS-ing.

I'm not going to yak anymore.
Don't wanna jinx tomorrow's papers - Geography, English (yes!!!), Civic and Arts.



..........!!!
(silent enthusiasm)
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Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 11:42 PM
5 Since you are God's dear children, you must try to be like him. 2Your life must be controlled by love, just as Christ loved us and gave his life for us as a sweet-smelling offering and sacrifice that pleases God.
3Since you are God's people, it is not right that any matters of sexual immorality or indecency or greed should even be mentioned among you. 4Nor is it fitting for you to use language which is obscene, profane, or vulgar. Rather you should give thanks to God. 5You may be sure that no one who is immoral, indecent, or greedy (for greed is a form of idolatry) will ever receive a share in the Kingdom of Christ and of God.
6Do not let anyone deceive you with foolish words; it is because of these very things that God's anger will come upon those who do not obey him. 7So have nothing at all to do with such people. 8You yourselves used to be in the darkness, but since you have become the Lord's people, you are in the light. So you must live like people who belong to the light, 9for it is the light that brings a rich harvest of every kind of goodness, righteousness, and truth. 10Try to learn what pleases the Lord. 11Have nothing to do with the worthless things that people do, things that belong to the darkness. Instead, bring them out to the light. (12It is really too shameful even to talk about the things they do in secret.) 13And when all things are brought out to the light, then their true nature is clearly revealed; 14for anything that is clearly revealed becomes light. That is why it is said,
"Wake up, sleeper,
and rise from death,
and Christ will shine on you."
15So be careful how you live. Don't live like ignorant people, but like wise people. 16Make good use of every opportunity you have, because these are evil days. 17Don't be fools, then, but try to find out what the Lord wants you to do.
18Do not get drunk with wine, which will only ruin you; instead, be filled with the Spirit. 19Speak to one another with the words of psalms, hymns, and sacred songs; sing hymns and psalms to the Lord with praise in your hearts. 20In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, always give thanks for everything to God the Father.
- Ephesians 5 : 1 - 20

I love that whole scripture.
Typed straight from my Good News Bible. =D
Yes, I went to church today again.
I still feel strange; something is missing.

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Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 7:49 PM
"A person who talks too much has a short life because after he'd said what he wanted to say, he'll die soon because there's nothing much for him to talk about anymore." - Mr. Yap

I remember that being spat in my face by the teacher I'd hated the most. I hate to admit this but he is actually right. It seems like I've said everything I'd wanted to say and now I'm speechless. I'm struggling to blog nowadays because a) I'm lazy, b) I'm busy and c) I've got nothing to say. Gosh, I hate this.

Anyway, I didn't know I have so many stalkers! Almost everyday, someone I didn't expect will come up to me and say, "I read your blog." Which is a good thing actually, hahaha. So, after CU yesterday, Elliot asked me if I'd like to be the emcee for the IU Day event. "Why me?" I asked. Then he said, "Because I read your blog." Okay, there's another one. Well, I'm quite interested in being the emcee because it'll be quite fun and I love to yak. He said, "If you accept, you'll be accompanying Brittany. Both of you will be the emcees."

OMG! LOW BRITTANY?! Her English is, like, perfect! Flawless! Magnifique! Better than a Caucasian, no doubt! Suddenly, I start to think that my standards are not that high; I still say lah's, mah's and ah's, you know. Just then, Su Li walked past and I pointed to her, "She. Her English is quite okay." I called her over and Elliot asked her to introduce herself because he wanted to listen to her grammar and stuff. HAHAHAHA, you should see the look on Su Li's face! It's sooo freakin' funny! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ahem. Sorry, Su Li. Please don't kill me.

So, I was considering of taking up the role but I have to ask my parents first. My mum said it'll be a very good experience for me. 85% of me wants to say yes, 5% of me wants to say no because my English is not as fluent as Brittany's and another 10% of me wants to decline because...



I have to wear a skirt.



Oh. My. God.
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Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 2:15 AM





SCREW MY MUM.





She really pissed me off this time. *bangs keyboard* Always goes off when I'm in front of the computer. *throws mouse* It's not like I'm a complete computer freak, facing the computer 24/7. *punches monitor* WHAT'S HER FREAKING PROBLEM! *kicks CPU* Keeps repeating like a broken tape recorder :

"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."
"Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think."

Don't you feel so freaking mad when someone fills your ears with this "Don't keep playing; you'll become stupid. Study for PMR; it's not as easy as you think," crap non-stop? IT'S FREAKING DEAFENING AND ANNOYING, OKAY! And I so did not "keep playing", I'd just booted up the PC! And as if I don't know this stupid PMR thing is so freaking important. And I didn't even think it's easy. I can manage my time on my own, give me a break! Mind your own screwed up life; don't make mine miserable!!!

God, I hate her.

And according to Joyce :

HATE = MURDER
MURDER = SIN
SIN = GO TO HELL

Okay, fine. I shall calm myself down.
I want a place in heaven too, you know. *sulks*
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