Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 8:12 PM
I don't know why I'm not hyper today. Seriously. Something is bugging me and I'm pretty pissed with that something because I don't know what that something is. Maybe it's because of the PMS. Stupid PMS, sucker. >=/ But I'm getting jealous of something (I don't know what and why) and I'm seething furiously as I blog. So now I'm stalking to forget about myself going all green with envy (but it's making me even more bitter).

Anyway, as everyone on this green (maybe grey from all the skyscrapers) earth who has a blog had already listed out their new year's resolution, I'm not going to do so (personal reasons - okay, I'm too lazy) because it's just for my eyes and eyes alone (like you'll be interested in reading them).

Just looking forward to the countdown in church tonight. Crossing my fingers and wishing there'll be fireworks. Can't wait to see the new theme for the year 2010. (And maybe try looking out for some friends.) Wait a sec. I think I know why I'm all out today - my grandfather is in hospital and had just undergo an operation. He can't bathe for a week; he can't raise his hand for six weeks; he can never ever use cellphones again or else it will disrupt the pacemaker in his heart. Every time I feel like crying, there will be no tears.

Father in heaven, please give him strength as he's in pain, Lord. Don't literally take his breath away, Father God. Heal him, Lord, let your angels camp around him, oh God. Lord, I pray that he'll not suffer anymore, I pray that he'll be save under your wings, God.


Go crazy for 2010, guys (and girls).


And blessed birthday to you. ;3

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