Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 9:36 PM
I'm a thinker. I think a lot. Neither nonsense nor necessity, just neutral. But mostly, I think about sad things. I'm not as bright as everyone thinks I am. Smiling outside, droopy inside. People say that I'm like the light of the world. Sadly, it seems that I brighten up everything except my own life. I'm not a clown and don't want to be laughed at, but to be laughed with. I laugh a lot in school, but it's not pure happiness. I'm starting to think that I'm a glass-half-empty person although I claimed to be the other. Just went to read my older posts. I can't believe it was me typing all those. So very emo. It doesn't look or sound like me.

But it's me.

This is part of one of my older posts.

If you're interested in reading the rest, feel free to click here.
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