Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Encik Zain is Mr. Bean - Malay version. I think his words made a lot of sense to me, especially when he mentioned 'matang' - matured OR in his version is pronounced as 'machut', it really hit me.

Matured.

I'm not. But blimey, HE is! Reminds me of HIM. That word seriously reminds me of HIM. HE doesn't spit out coarse slangs like I do; HE doesn't frets when anything goes wrong, and HE's so cool and calm at all times. Amazing, first time seeing a guy who's the total opposite of my assumption. It changed my mind towards those lame species. Pfft.

Well, Encik Zain also mentioned that 17- to 18-years-old is the time all youths will become 'gatal-gatal'. Then he started scratching his hand and said, "Sini gatal." Scratches neck. "Sini gatal." Scratches shoulder. "Sini gatal." If you know the meaning then good for you. He also said going to college/university - nicer - better - what you see now is not your best - there's more - etc. (Sorry, guys, many - 'cause I forgot the actual thang.)

He's right. Absolutely.

Maybe. But I think what I see now is the best in my world, my life 'cause it's still a small, small world to me. Growing old means my world is getting bigger. Better. Though it isn't easier. Thought about that for a while, and I think I'll stick to HIM first. Scratch that - not STICK. What I meant was umm... currently see him as the person who I'll CONSIDER. I said consider. Not anything else.

Whatever.
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