Sunday, September 2, 2012 @ 3:00 PM
I wanted to go to church today but couldn't 'cause my mum was admitted into the hospital. Yea, something happened lah, I hope she's alright. Wait, I shouldn't even post this; if my sister reads this, she'll be worried sick. Mum's currently resting in her room; I just came out after accompanying her and telling her some stories. It's great that she laughed, she deserved a good one. This was one of the rarest moments where I massaged her and I felt her muscles were so stiff and felt really guilty about it. I wonder how much work she's done for her muscles to be so stiff. :/
I think my mum is so adorable because she said she loves my stories although they're all so lame, hahaha. I had this convo with her just now and it made me laugh so hard 'cause she was so cute.
ME : Yea, he's not that bad lah but he's such a derp.
MUM : Oh, I see. I'm starting to not understand all your weird slangs.
ME : Huh? Like what?
MUM : Derp. What's derp?
ME : OH. HAHAHAHA. (laughs like shit)
MUM : Noob, too. And douche. My friend asked me about that that day. Douche. Her son was also using it. All those slangs, my goodness. They didn't exist when you were in Kwang Hua.
ME : They did! I just didn't use them as often, hehe.
LMAO. Cute mum is cute. :3 When she's not being such a tigress, she's so nice to talk to. Just like a typical mum. Oh, how I love her. And her birthday is in two daaays. I know she'd surely request for good grades as her birthday gift but I'm just gonna get her something ('cause I know she won't be liking my grades, hahaha). What to get for mum? Hmm.
Saw that somewhere, I think on 9gag. I wished my mum prepared one for me. I showed that to her and she just said, "You wanna get fatter, is it? I'm doing you a great favour by not getting you any tidbits, okay." Wow, that actually makes sense. I grew fatter, BTW. Cramming myself with Oreos when I study. I just cannot resist them lah, they're my guilty pleasures. :/
Seriously YOLO.I wasn't that addicted to Oreos until one fine day, Jil Ee and Audrey started bringing them to tuition so I always stuffed myself with Oreos until it became an obsession. Ho-hum. Not really their fault lah, actually. I don't have enough self-control, yay. V-___-V
On a side note, I feel like I've lost so much focus in studying compared to last time. Tomorrow is my last day of trials and man, I'm supposed to be striving lah, not blogging! I keep convincing myself that I've studied hard enough and I deserve to use the iPad and I really hate that I'm such a persuasive person, WTH. The lazy side of me always wins. I can feel the disappointment coming when I get back my trials results because I know I've not given my best. :/
Yvonne told me last Thursday that she was fasting for the Forty Day Fast. I didn't even know it started; I'm such a bad Christian, my gosh. God, forgive me. Anyway, I decided to fast from Facebook, Twitter, 9gag WHI (IKR, I don't even know why I'm addicted to it), some dude's Tumblr and Keek that I've been stalking a lot lately, Gifboom and Instagram. Yea, that's about it. Oh, and blogging, too. For a week (or more if I have the will). I decided to fast from all these temptations because they've distracted me so many times and I feel I've lost focus in my studies and drifted away from God.
Fasting starts tomorrow. I'm still considering whether I should fast from breakfast and lunch like I did last year. Shall pray about that. Self-control is vital during this fasting period. I feel like I've been such a huge disappointment to Him. I hope to grow closer to God again and get back on the right track. Pray, Ru Min. Pray.
This is mighty inspiring.So, yea. Till then, no more updates. Check back in a week's time (or more) for updates. Au revoir, beautiful people. :*
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