Wednesday, November 16, 2011 @ 10:53 PM
Tomorrow. Last day of school. Well, technically, Friday is the last day of school but it's Report Card Day so tomorrow became the official last day of school. I'm fairly excited about tomorrow but only fairly, not very or extremely. To be frank, I'm feeling many mixed emotions. Quite confused, actually. I'm happy that I no longer need to drag myself out of bed early in the morning after tomorrow but at the same time, I'm sad because I'll miss my friends. :( Yes, I'll miss my friends. MISS MY FRIENDS. So sad. No friends for a month. And say hello to holiday assignments. -_- WTH max.
Last day of being a Year 10 student tomorrow. Suddenly, I feel so overwhelmed with sorrow. No more Year 10 craziness. :'( I won't say it's a good year but I've gone through worse. I thought this year would be the most miserable year of my entire teenage life but it didn't turn out that way, thank God. This year was really filled with so much fun, I have to admit it. I realised I've learnt to be more carefree, tolerant, friendlier (yes, I was MORE antisocial last time), nicer (still mean, but I'm trying, okay) and more conscious about my appearance??? LOL. If I were to remain in Kwang Hua, I think I wouldn't have ever given a damn about how I look because that's how we front classes students are - we're super nerds. Or more precisely, my friends are super nerds, just like me. All that mattered to us were our grades and nothing but our grades. Yalah, I know I've become more 爱美 already lah but screw it, at least I look better now, right? Right? RIGHT? Okay, maybe not much difference but NVM. Proceed. *coughs*
Then, there's the people. I know better now who to trust. I know we always judge people by their looks but seriously, don't. People I've never thought I'll ever talk to/I thought are just snobs/stuck-ups/just too cool/uncool for me (yes, I'm the snob, I realised) end up being the nicest and greatest friends in the world. No matter how lame they are or anything, they're still the awesomest people that anyone could ever dream of having them as buddies. I appreciate my new friends and cherish my old ones; I love them all. Guy or girl, fat or thin, nice or naughty, tall or short - it all doesn't matter as long as I know that deep down they have great personalities. And of course I've made new enemies but I wouldn't wanna waste my time on them; they're just not worth it, not even peanuts. :)
I have nothing much to say about my teachers but some (very few, in my opinion) are really dedicated in their work and I'd really wanna thank them for lighting up my path to success and guiding me throughout the whole year. Two thumbs up for those who'd really helped me to achieve my goals! :D And to those so-called teachers who are oh-so-caring about their students, purleez. Save the goody two-shoes act. I hope you rot in hell, seriously. -_-
Oh, and one more thing. To those who're still constantly guessing who my crush is, please lah. It's the end of the semester, GIVE IT A REST. I have none for I am a nun. My new motto, hahaha. :P Well, it was a fruitful year for me and I am satisfied (at last, LOL). I know I always said I hated Sri KL and 10 Sigma and everyone there, but you know I don't mean it, right? :) I love every single one of you (I'm lying because I can't seem to bring myself to love EVERYONE as there are quite a number of people who disgust me) and I'm gonna miss you all, friends (and enemies). I mean it with all my heart. :'(
Till we meet again in 2012, guys! Before the world ends, that is. ;)
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