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Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Definition of Puppy-Love.
Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 6:51 AM
Co Ra, why do I feel so r-e-j-e-c-t-e-d when what happened was just a game? It's not like I'm seriously in love with him or something. Hey, I did not, like, admit my feelings for him either! (Like I have any for him.) But I think I finally kinda-sorta know the feeling of r-e-j-e-c-t-e-d. WHEN I'M NOT EVEN CRUSHING ON HIM. So why am I so bummed out? It's because I fell down and broke every single bone in my body (So dramatic.) on the day I kinda-sorta got 'r-e-j-e-c-t-e-d' by that guy who I didn't even like. (Or know, to be exact.) HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE THE BEAUTY. (And neither the brains.) Maybe it's because I've never experienced rejection before...?

That reminds me...

"Like you have any experience." Joel smirked.
"Yeah, what if I said I do have? " I shot back.
He smirked at that, too.

What, he thinks he's the only one in the whole CU room who has experience? Apparently, Joel, you got that wrong. So. Damn. Wrong. I don't share with people about my feelings or any relationships. But, damn, I went through it. Once. Well, now I'm FINALLY spitting it out for the world to see.

Once, there was this guy (you know who you are) who was my best friend since young. (Don't assume is him, okay, people?) One fine-sunny-day, he kinda-sorta admitted what-the-heck-I-don't-know-how-to-put-it and I wasn't thinking when I accepted him. (Just like Joel accepted umm...you-know-who.) Long story short, I kinda-sorta dumped him. Wait, don't jump to conclusions. I didn't dump him because I wanted to. He was cheating on me! BELIEVE IT OR NOT. Innocent guy like him. *shakes head sadly* And later, he called me to do him a favour. And I was starting to feel like, Am I his dog all along?

That's why they called it 'puppy-love'.

Well, as I said, I skipped the details 'cause it was quite some time ago, and I don't feel like talking about it. Although I accepted the fact that nobody's perfect, but, okay, you guys be the judge: Is it right to cheat on somebody who cares for you with all their heart? (I heard a long Nooooooooooo from the back of my head. ==)

Anyway, no regrets.
If it turned out good, it's wonderful.
If it turned out bad, it's experience.
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