Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 8:38 PM
Oh God, that feeling is back:
Loneliness.
Went to X last night. Saw A, B and C. Happy - I don't know why - 'cause she came after two nights of absence. We were gonna have SO much fun - but I was so damn wrong - 'cause all of us are here. But B had to go the right wing of the studio. Had to prepare for the X examinations. So A, C, me and some other girls came to the left wing 'cause we weren't taking the examinations for X. We were gonna do Z. Anyway, long story short. When I was asked to Y the Z, had to choose a U, right? T chose C to Y with me, but C got sucked-in with A. Greaaat. I got kinda irritated. Hated it, hated it, hated it. C told T she didn't wanna Y with me - GOD! How hurting was that! - I got treated like scum, but as usual, I shuddup. I didn't wanna share it. Anger management. I can deal with this myself. Later, T forced C to Y with me, well, she gotta do it 'cause T got angry. During the Y, A kept teasing and shouting out mistakes of mine. I didn't learn that Y as early as you did. So, shuddup lah. I can make out some steps that I'd learnt in such a short period of time is already good. As if you're so perfect. I can't believe it, we were friends last time. After mixing around with B, gawd, A you're so damn bitchy. Got a bad feeling C was gonna get sucked-in by them. After that Y, I kept quiet the whole time and they kept laughing and chasing around and making a fool of themselves. I thought C was okay, but now I've changed my mind towards her. One night, 1 hour and a half, and she'd transformed into a [ censored ]. But I gotta admit, I was pretty upset about all that had happened. Nothing can be done, 'cause it's not up to me to choose who they wanna be with. Just please go away and leave me alone...
Lost + frustration + sadness + anger + pain + despair + unhappiness = Loneliness.
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