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Ru Min, 19, is a controversial Christian and perfectionist who adores God, Coldplay, pizzas, photography, aesthetic writing, indie music, oxblood, pumps and Luanna Perez. She spends most of her time in her thoughts and laughing at text posts. More...
Check out what's going on in 1B --- Personal Version II
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 8:32 PM
SORRY FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T READ SHORT FORMS, CAN'T READ MY ENGLISH OR THEIR ENGLISH IS REALLY BAD. I DON'T HAVE A CHINESE VERSION OR A FULL VERSION. HOPE YOU GUYS CAN UNDERSTAND WHERE I'M GETTING AT. JUST FROM THE MANAGER OF THIS BLOG: ROO~

I wanna...

I wanna hate you.
I wanna slap you.
I wanna kick you.
I wanna beat you.
I wanna whack you.
I wanna scold you.
I wanna piss you.
I wanna smack you.
I wanna step on you.
I wanna hurt you.
But I can't if I got the chance.

I wanna change school.
I wanna change place.
I wanna change the world.
I wanna change the universe.
I wanna change name.
I wanna change appearance.
I wanna change the people.
I wanna change myself.
I wanna change my mind.
I wanna change you.
But I can't because this is reality.

I wanna vanish.
I wanna go somewhere else.
I wanna disappear.
I wanna perish.
I wanna go away.
I wanna wander.
I wanna walk a distance.
I wanna run away for my life.
I wanna save myself.
I wanna step off the Earth.
But I can't because I love my family.

Why...

Why are you like that?
Why do you play around with innocent people?
Why are you so ungrateful?
Why are you so unfair?
Why are you doing this?
Why is this so much fun to you?
Why are you hurting so many people?
Why aren't you taking care about other people's feelings?
Why do I even bother about you?
Why is this happening to me?
It's because of you.

Why should I think like that?
Why am I so narrow-minded?
Why am I so depressed?
Why am I not enjoying life that God has given to me?
Why do I wanna change myself?
Why am I so disappointed?
Why can't I forget about it?
Why is this so important to me?
Why am I so pissed off about this?
Why do I keep thinking about you?
It's because I can't forget you.

Why can't people change?
Why is the world changing?
Why can't I just concentrate on my studies?
Why didn't I care about my family?
Why can't I just forget about everything?
Why is my life so upside-down?
Why can't I have a happy life?
Why am I mourning?
Why can't I be grateful to God that he had created me like that?
Why are there so many excuses?
It's because this is chaos.

The biggest reason...

I'm complicated.
And so is my life.

The end...

JUST FROM: ROO~ AKA RU MIN FROM 1B
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